Oh my goodness...

Okay, so I've been re-reading everything I put up here and I felt the need to apologize. Not for everything, just some of the more angsty, emo, "tears of blood" poems. Although that's actually a good visual... Anyways, I'm curently going through and editing/removing some of the ones I love the least. If I don't like them, there's no reason to submit unknowing strangers to the horrors of my writing. It might take me a little while, but I promise to get rid of the whiny pitiful "the entire world cares about my woes" poems and put up some new, actually good ones (hopefully). My issue is I can never tell untill I've read them a couple hundred times whether I like them or not.... Oh well!

Something New

Self appointed charades
from laughable lunacies
affect the action of our existence.

The question isn't do I exist?
It's how do I exist?

In a paper mache paradise,
with rose and cyan and mint
that bleed in the rains
of real life's pain.

Or a city of dirt and steel,
With towers crumbling before unbelieving eyes
and statues of half forgotten men
whose infamy is lost
on the offspring of their transgressions.

So It's Been a While...

Sorry. I've been pretty busy and have been reading a lot. I haven't written much... of anything. I have a lot of starts but nothing finished. Everything needs more work - of course I always think everything needs more work... I promise to have something up in the next week though. I'll kick myself if I don't.